What a difference time makes

Well, gentle reader, a new adventure is beginning. Two weeks to the day my hubby has a new job!! Two weeks of being together has added so much sunshine to my life. And he received vacation pay he was owed so we are only going to be tight for a little while.

Unhealthy Results

Well, the worst happened gentle reader. I am trying so hard to keep a stiff upper lip. I will have to keep living in a house with no floors because now of course there is no money to put down new floors. I don't know when we will be able to paint it either. I feel so bad for my hubby and so mad at those that cost him his job. I will insulate myself in a cocoon of numbness.

Unhealthy Anticipation

Today, gentle reader, is the day that we find out if my hubby still has a job. My chest is hurting as I try to stave off a panic attack. It is like a sick version of the butterflies you get in anticipation of Christmas Morning. What I dread more than anything is having the whole weight of providing for my family on my shoulders. But it is what it is. And, it meantime I will try to cast my cares on the One who cares for me. More news later.....

It's a new life

Sunshine's in the sky and I am feeling good. A week late, but never too late, my hubby and I had a weekend off together. We even worked together on the house. It feels good to do together stuff. I am learning though to leave off with my to do list because it never ends, and it never allows for now. What does it mean to be truly "in the moment"? This is my new discovery towards the goal of peace. In this moment I want to be excellent at what is good and innocent of evil. What say you gentle reader?