Unhealthy Anticipation

Today, gentle reader, is the day that we find out if my hubby still has a job. My chest is hurting as I try to stave off a panic attack. It is like a sick version of the butterflies you get in anticipation of Christmas Morning. What I dread more than anything is having the whole weight of providing for my family on my shoulders. But it is what it is. And, it meantime I will try to cast my cares on the One who cares for me. More news later.....